A New Decade

2010 As some co-corkers and I talked about it being the beginning of a new decade, I realized that a decade has also gone by.  A decade of mourning and waiting rfor some information that would tell me what happened to my beloved Zebb. What happened that cold January night 10 years ago?  What happened that took Zebb away from me, his sister, his niece and the rest of his family that have since been longing for some news. Thought he world and my life have continued on as if nothing had ever happened, a huge part of me remains in the year 2000.  Inever ot to see him graduate from collete or to get married and have children.  His sister, who thought she was his second mother, has beaten herself up, feeling that she should have protected him from whatever it was that happened to him, even though she had a family of her own and didn[t live close by.  His other 2 nieces never had the chance to know him at all and depend on our stories to be able to feel a connection to him.  The rest of the family each had their own relationship with Zebb and mourn the loss of it in their own way. AND